Chapter 23

He took her hand and started walking around the house and he showed her certain things and let her bum around on her own. Three or four different times his cell phone rang and he looked at the numbers and ignored the calls. One time however it's his mother and he looked at Del, “I’m sorry sweetie I have to take this one its my mom.”

“Ok fine I’ll just entertain myself.”

“Yeah mom.” He smiled as he opened the phone to answer it and Danielle found some contentment in the fact that he ignored business but not family.

Jon kept an eye on Danielle as she’s walking around and noticed she was about to walk into what was the master bedroom.

“mom I’ve got to go." His eyes opened wide.

”Jon I just”

”Sorry mom I love you but I’ve gotta go.” Jon hung up on her and ran up to Danielle reaching her as her hand touched the doorknob. “Ok you don’t want to go in there.”

“I thought you said this was my house too.”

“OH it is honey. But that’s not a room you want to see."

“You’re trying to tell me it was your master bedroom with Dorothea and you have yet to redecorate it.”

“Um, exactly.”

“Well I still want to see it.” Danni moved to turn the door handle.

“I don’t want to go in there.” Jon admitted.

“Why?”

“Because for the 1st six months I couldn’t believe it was over. I kept thinking that maybe it was a horrible dream, and then I left for the tour and I didn’t think of it so I never did it.”

“So you have a room in this house you refuse to step foot in?” She was astonished that this room could hold such power over him. ”You do realize that’s the first room I’m re-decorating right?”

”Yes.”

”Jon do those ghosts still haunt you?”

”Not nearly as much as they used to.”

“Why did you keep the house if there’s rooms you won’t go in because of the memories?”

”Because, for no better reason than I can afford it. I love my space. After touring for so long and living in such cramped quarters I need to have space to spread out and this house is
that-100%.”

“This place is so not my style.”

”I know which is why you have free reign to redecorate it.” Jon says by way of making it all better.

”I know but even after I redecorate it, it still won’t be me. It's just huge.”

“It's not quite as big when everyone is here, when the kids are running around or the band show up with their families. Wait til you see the holidays, the house gets small then. When I’m home from a tour it's normally kind of like a holiday. The band and I will take about a month off when we come home – we won’t see each other, after that we are hanging out again.”

“When do we leave for Europe?”

“About a week.” Jon replied.

“Can you get someone out here so I can tell them my plans on decorating?”

“Yeah I can have someone out here tomorrow.” Jon would say confidently.

“Will I have that kind of power?” She asks astonished.

“You do have it you just don’t know how to wield it yet.” He kissed her tenderly and she turned to walk into what is now their bedroom.
He opened his cell phone and called his decorator – “Anthony I need you out here tomorrow.”

“Jon I’m in NY with a client. What needs to be done? Do I need to come up for it?”

“You need to come up – I got married again and my wife wants to redecorate the house which means a lot of money would be coming your way.”

“4pm work?”

“perfect – see you then.” Jon smiled and joined Danielle in the bedroom.

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Chapter 22

Jon rolled his eyes and moved off of Danielle. This is the part of their relationship that is going to drive him insane. Her insecurity concerning his commitment to her annoys him.

“Are you done yet?” Jon ask annoyed.

She looked at him with tears in her eyes. “What?”

“Are you done with this I’m 2nd to Dot shit yet?”

“NO it's true.”

”You’re right it is true. I’ve never denied that and I’m quite upset that you are pulling this. Danielle you knew before we got married I’d been married before, fact. You also knew that I was married to the woman that was my high school sweetheart, fact. You also knew that I have 4 children with her, fact. Why the hell are you now upset about me having a past with her? You have to learn how to stand by what you tell me. You told me you could accept that before I put the engagement ring on your hand and now you’re going back on your word to me. You are my 2nd wife there is nothing I can do about that. If she and I wouldn’t have gotten divorced I wouldn’t be with you that is a fact. I’d still be married to her and in my safe world. But instead I’m here, in Wisconsin with a woman who has taken a solemn vow to be with me forever. Danielle get over it. Accept the fact that Dot will always be a part of our lives she’s my children’s mother. She does not take priority over you – you are my wife, you are the woman I agreed to spend the rest of my life with, you are the woman I’m trying desperately to love despite all of the walls you keep throwing up around your heart. You are 2nd in numerical order only, Dot is my ex-wife you are my wife. Can you figure out a way to classify that in your head?”

“Damn Jon why couldn’t you just say honey I’m with you now and hug me.”

“Because when I do that you don’t listen and this same type of conversation is getting very old for me. I’m not going to apologize for having been married before because if I do I have to basically say I regret it and I don’t, not at all. I’ve had a great love life. Now I want one with you if you’ll remove the walls and let me in, instead of finding reasons for us to fight.”

“I’m sorry Jon.” Danielle realized what he says is true. She is just pulling back, the same thing she always does when a guy starts to get to close.

“Why do you do this? Why do you pull away right after you open up a little?”

“It's hard to explain.” She told him.

“Del I have the rest of my life. Talk to me.”

“Nobody sticks around that I love. They leave or die. So when you get close to getting me to let you in it scares me.”

”That you’ll lose me? That’ll I’ll leave or die?” Jon asked understanding a little more he thinks as to why she does some of the things she does.

“Yes, my dad, grandfather, my uncles, the men in my life don’t stick around.”

”Honey they didn’t leave you on purpose and I won’t either. Honey look at your left hand, what do you see?”

”My wedding ring.”

“What did I say when I put that ring on your hand not more than a week ago?”

“Jon…” She started and tears fell. Jon took her left hand and twisted her ring around to get her to look at him.

“Del, I give you this ring as a symbol of my love and faithfulness. As I place it on your finger, I commit my heart and soul to you. I ask you to wear this ring as a reminder of the vows we have spoken today, our wedding day. Let this ring be a symbol of my promises to you and a reminder of my devotion to you. I am honored to call you my wife.” Jon kissed her so tenderly she almost couldn’t feel his lips. “Danielle I meant every word of that then and forever. Let me in sweetie, let me love you. Let yourself love me.”

After a see-ya soon lunch with Helen and Doug Del completely wanted to let herself love Jon. He casually put Doug in his place about 20 times. Every time Doug tried to get all high and mighty about his job, Jon reminded him it's an elected position and he is to serve the public first not his own ego. At least that’s what his friends Bill and Al tell him. Jon name dropped as appropriate to let Doug know he’s not the most all knowing, all powerful lawyer he seems to believe he is. Doug then tried to outsmart Jon and he’d talk circles around him in business sense. Del held Jon’s hand with the largest smile on her face. She and Helen laughed at the virtual pissing contest the guys are having.

When they arrived back home Del turned and pulled Jon into her arms and kissed him so deeply. “What was that for lover?” Jon asked.

“I am so honored to be your wife.”

“Really?” Jon asked.

“Yes, I love that you can hold your ground with anyone. It is so sexy to be with a man who is not ashamed of who he is, a man who is confident that he is accomplished and a man who is as giving and generous as you are.”

Jon and Del made love and then fled back to Jersey in the morning.

When they arrived back in Jersey, Jon let them into the house and Danielle started to roam around the house while Jon returned calls he’s missed. She didn’t know of course that she was going to run into anyone. Danielle walked into a woman who’s not wearing any uniform or anything so she’s a little shocked.

“Hello?” Danni said.

The lady turned around and smiled at Danielle. “Hi Danielle how are you?”

”I’m doing great but you’ve caught me at a disadvantage I’m sorry but I don’t know who you are?” Danielle would say politely not sure if this is someone in Jon’s family or not.

“I’m Jessi, I live here, pretty much the maid, household organizer, and babysitter for the kids you name it. Jon didn’t tell you there’d be other women roaming around your house huh?”

“No Jon has a habit of not telling me details.”

“You’ll get used to that.”

“I take it he’s done that to you as well?”

“OH yes. For no apparent reason we’ll suddenly have 50 people in the house and I’m supposed to have dinner ready to feed them.”

“The next time he does that, let me know I’ll beat him.”

“He’ll like it”

“I take it you’ve been around Jon a very long time.” Danielle smiled openly.

“I was the first person he hired after he made it in ‘the big time’.”

Jon walked around a corner then and smiled. “Jessi are you telling my wife lies about me?”

“I’m not telling your wife anything she didn’t already know about you.” Jessi laughed.

“Yes you are – we’ve been on the road or at her place she didn’t know I’m a slob.”

”Yes I did Jon”

“I was good at our house in Wisconsin.”

“Only because you never put any clothes on that’s why you didn’t have to take any off.”
Jessi and Danielle laughed at Jon’s expense and he just smiled. He’s happy his wife feels at ease here.

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Chapter 21

Jon and Danielle pull up to the Wisconsin home and Jon smiles. “It's cute, I love the wrap around porch. We must have a beer out here.”

”Yes when it's warmer, 18* is not my idea of the perfect weather for the porch.”

”So true. Come on Mrs. Bongiovi. Please show me our home.” Danielle smiled and walk him around their Wisconsin home showing him briefly where everything is. She would hesitantly take his hand and bring him upstairs to their room Jon pulls her to him. Jon takes her face in his hands and her mouth with his. He can’t stop himself he needs to kiss her, and kiss her deeply. His body is set into overdrive at the beautiful, sexy yet vulnerable woman in his arms. It doesn’t take long for his need for her to make itself known. He pulls her even closer and she wiggles her body against him in response to the growing need displaying itself in his jeans. “Want some help with that sexy?”
“I’d love some thanks honey.” Jon smiles, damn he has no idea what’s gotten into him today but he can’t get the smile off his face. It definitely is not going anywhere as soon as Del peals his shirt off of him and starts licking his nipples and nibbling on them. Damn she knows how to make him ache in all the right ways.
Del begins again with his nipples she knows that they are sensitive and he adores her kissing them. She slowly begins to work her way down his body, stopping to nibble on his six pack. She loves his body, its solid and 100% male. His pants were quickly removed and his erection released from the confines of his boxers as she slid them down his legs. She stopped to nibble on his right thigh. Jon moaned. She loved knowing him and his body so well to know exactly which ways she could silently say fuck me to him. After he stepped out of his boxers he smiled down at her. His cock was proudly jetting away from his body and conveniently it was within inches of Del’s beautiful mouth and wonderful throat. Del smiled knowing what he wanted she wrapped her right hand around his cock from the top and lifted his erection up a little. Licking the underside from the base to the head and then she kissed her way back to the base. Jon almost lost his footing, this woman loving him was going to be his death but it would be a happy one. Del smirked and proceeded to nibble on his balls. First the right one then the left, taking time to fully massage each one as she sucked the other into her mouth. Jon’s pre-cum was leaking out and all he could do was moan, “Del need you” She smiled again and looked up at him. His eyes were rolled into the back of his head and his hands were on her shoulders to steady himself. She needed him now and she took him in her mouth, swallowing his erection inch by inch. She proceeded to love Jon with her mouth, using her hands more on his thighs and the small of his back, before she knew it though he ended her fun. “Mine!” He told her and she nodded her head, “Yes Jon, all yours.”

With that he moved her to lay on the bed crawling on top of her and sliding his fingers into her folds as he claimed her mouth with a possessive kiss. Jon knew he always became caveman’ish as Del told him when he got too turned on but she actually loved it when he just took control. His two fingers found her entrance and he pushed both of them inside of her at once. Her eyes shot open in surprise and she sucked on his tongue even harder. God she needed this man with everything she had. Jon knows that Del hasn’t been a virgin in a while, and in a way that turns him on. He knew she’s had sex before but it's been awhile and he knew when he entered her she’d feel as tight as a glove wrapped around him. He couldn’t take it, the amount of tenderness and need he felt for her had to be shared. He kissed her, “I’m forever yours Danielle Bongiovi.” He slowly pushed inside his incredibly tight wife, he took the time to show her how great their sex life was going to be, thrusting just deep enough to take his lover for the ride of her life.

It would take them a few days to get used to one another. Jon has a problem adjusting to the fact that sex with Del means he’s going to feel a vice grip on his cock. She’s so tight inside he has to fight his orgasm every time he moves inside of her. Before the week is up, Helen calls to invite the newlyweds out to lunch with her and her husband Doug. Danielle is quick to accept and Helen busts her on it. “Hey sweetie you’re married now it's customary to ask your spouse if they wanna do this.”

”But why?” Danni laughed.

“I don’t know those male people get upset when you make plans for them.” She’d joke.

“OK hold on.” Danni put her on mute and then asked Jon. “Hey honey do you wanna go out to lunch with Helen and Doug?”

“When?”

“Today around 1pm.”

“Do you wanna go?” Jon asked.

“Yes.” She’d tell him.

“Ok then yes.” Jon answered and Danielle would be confused but tell Helen they’ll meet them at Fratello’s in a few hours.

When Danni got off the phone she’d look at Jon. “I’m confused.”

“Why?”

“When I asked you if you wanted to go out to lunch you turned around and asked me if I wanted to –what was that about?”

“It's a subtle way of telling you that if you really don’t want to do something but don’t want to be the one that says no – I’ll be the ass and say no so you can get out of whatever it is.”

”OH you’re so sweet.” She’d smile and move into his arms.

“Well it's how Dot and I had it worked out so I figured.” Jon said and something just did not settle right with Danielle.

“Can you do a favor for me?” Danielle hoped he’d say yes.

“I’ll try Del what is it?”

”Can you try to stop comparing me to Dot. I’ve read about her and heard about her so much in the press over the years that she’s like the 3rd person in our relationship and it's annoying.”
“I’ll try Del. Trust me I’m not comparing you when I bring her up it's just the easiest way to make a point. It's 30yrs of my life and if I don’t talk about the time I was with her I have to compare everything to what I was like when I was 17 yrs old would that be better?”

“No.”

”Well then it's conversations like we’ve been having. Trust me Del I’m not doing it to intentionally compare you it's just a reference point for me. She’ll always be a huge part of my life.”

“Alright we should get ready for lunch with Helen and Doug. Just so you know he’s the DA of a neighboring county and quite arrogant and very well educated. Helen – well you’ve talked to her she’s a riot and very real.”

“Are you ok? You changed the subject very quickly?” Jon asked.

“Yep I’m fine. Just thought I’d bring up something that had been annoying me and I did so now we’re good.”

“Are you sure? You seem very cold towards me all of a sudden.” Jon questioned again.

“I’m about to get very upset with you if you don’t stop questioning me.” Danielle told him and he’d somewhat push Danielle down on the bed in their room and then kneel over here so either leg is outside of hers. “Ok we need to get something straight here woman. When I ask you how you are or if you’re mad at me I expect an answer, not a shut up Jon or I’m going to get mad at you if you don’t stop questioning me. That’s unacceptable. I’m your husband I have every right to know if my wife is holding a grudge on something I said or did that I didn’t realize upset her. So I ask you one more time and this time I want an answer. Are you upset with me for something?”

“Yes I am.”

“What?” Jon still wouldn’t move so she can’t either.

“For having had so much of the married life that nothing is new to you anymore. I’m just your 2nd wife and no matter what I’ll always be that I’ll never just be your wife I’ll always be 2nd to Dot.” She started to cry.

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