Thursday, February 26, 2009

Chapter 15

Jon took Danielle to the airport the following morning, even though he can’t go inside he doesn’t want his fiancée to just be dropped off. While in the limo he handed her a visa card.

”Jon no.”

“You don’t even know what it's for.” He’d try to justify.

“No.”

“Damnit Danielle get used to the fact that I’m going to spoil you. You also need to remember that your fiancée is a multi millionaire and you will be too the minute you say I do. The card isn’t a credit card. The credit card you’ll have will be one with no limit. That is a gift card works just like a debit card, I just put some money on it to take care of the hair removal and your other needs after you quit your job. Will you please use it?”

“Jon I don’t like feeling like a kept woman.”

“Hey sexy – you aren’t a kept woman you’re engaged to a millionaire just get over it.”

Danielle put her head down and looked at her ring. She realized she did actually accept his marriage proposal that morning, he’s speaking no lies.

“How much is on here?”

”Nevermind.” Jon doesn’t want her to go off on a tangent on the amount.

“Jon if I’m going to accept this card you have to be honest with me and not just expect me to do it blindly.”

“It’s got about a quarter million on it. I don’t want you to want for anything. Anything you want to have done, pay off your house do whatever.”

“Jon”

”I mean it.” Jon pulled her to him for a rather urgent kiss. “Time for your flight sweetness I’ll talk to you soon.” He kissed her again and off she goes.

Danielle got through security and to her gate. She called Helen to make sure she has a ride home from the airport and then her mom to let her know she has a man in her life and they are getting married. She assured her mom that it's not because she’s pregnant they just know it's right. After that conversation she’s bored quickly and so she calls Jon.

“Hey beautiful, I was wondering how long it would take for you to call me.”
Jon smiled into the phone knowing she’s starting to care about him already.

When Danielle walked off the plane in Milwaukee she smiled that her best friend Helen is there already. They run to hug each other and Helen is all about grilling her for info the second she sees the ring on her hand.

“Damn, is that thing real?”

”Yes Helen it is.”

”Do you have any idea what a ring that size costs?”

”Yes I do, I was with him when he bought it.”

“You are seriously going to marry someone you don’t know?” Helen asks trying to get her mind around this turn of events. Danielle is not the spontaneous type. She’s the one that likes to plan things, she’ll do wild and crazy stuff but she has to know about and think about it first.
So for Danielle to up and decide she’s going to marry someone it's huge.

“Ok woman fill me in – why the sudden flip flop from your normal character?”

“Meaning?”

”You don’t jump off cliffs without parachutes. Do you really hate dating that bad you’re just going to marry a stranger?”

”Helen – yes I do hate dating. I hate everything about dating. It's so fake and contrived and old. I’d much rather take a risk on a guy who wants what I want, a real relationship the good and the bad, one that wants to work through that cos they want to be married.”

“Isn’t he already married?” She asked as we get in her truck.

“No he got a divorce 8 months ago.”

“You’re seriously going to marrying this man?”

Danielle showed her the ring. “Yep.”

”OH why the hell not.” Helen laughed. “Is he good in bed? He better be after how long you’ve wanted to bang him.”

”Helen!”

“What I’m the honest friend remember.” She smiled. “Just remember sweetie, his life is all about him. You hate that about Doug, and he only has people in this county who know him. You’re man would have the whole world on him.”

“Good thought.” Danielle told her.

Later that night when Danielle and Jon are on the phone, shortly before he has to go onstage he asked her how Helen is.

“You remembered her name?”

”Yes you told me she’s your best friend. I figured if she’s important to you I should know who she is.”

”You’re the best. Anyway Helen is great, she has new pictures of my little man for me. But she and I had a great talk on the way back from the airport.”

”Really about what?” Jon would smirk, knowing damn well it was about them being engaged.

“you and I, but primarily about you.”

“OH really and what about me?” Jon sat down wondering if this is good or bad. He doesn’t know Dani well enough yet to read her voice.

“Just that I have to remember that the world knows you and that you’re life is all about you and I’ll have to accept that. I hate her husband for his all about me attitude so it is kind of scary.”

”Tell me about his attitude.”

“Well he’s a selfish prick. He’s greedy, self absorbed and arrogant.”

“Damn how do you get along with her if you hate her husband so much?”

“Well he’s pretty important person in one of the counties around where I live so when I first met him I thought he was just stressed from the elections and all. Now I know he’s a ass. He actually called her fat when she was pregnant, I was there when he did it. Everything is about him, he can’t even manage to get his own ice cream out of the freezer.”

“Well sweetheart I’m not like that anymore. I grew up. When Dot and I had kids, I grew up and realized that I’m not nearly as important as they are.”

”But since we don’t have kids will you try to pull that crap on me?”

”No and if I did something tells me you’d put me in my place pretty quick.”

“You’re right I would. Doesn’t your career come before everything still though?”

”Not quite sweetie. I carve out time now that is just for family. The holidays, I take a month off before the kids go back to school stuff like that to make sure that they have one on one time with me with no rock star persona to put up with.”

“What about the rest of the year, or the rest of the people in your life?”

“Share. I won’t lie I am the busiest guy in the band. I’m incredibly busy but that reminds me always that I need a strong independent woman who won’t cave into the demands. She has to tell me – no Jon it's my time. She can’t need me to make her life whole. That’s why I think you and I will work so well. You want me in your life but can survive without me if need be.”

”Jon if I’m moving and quitting my job to be with you how does that equal independence?” Danielle asks him the question that’s been nagging at her since she said yes.

“That depends Del what do you wanna do?” Jon asks her knowing this could make or break the relationship, she’s not going to just follow him, he knows that because she told him she was going to have a hard time quitting her job and just doing errands for the next few weeks.

“I’m going to manage Bon Jovi.” She states rather matter of fact.

Jon choked on his coffee. “You’re what?”

“You heard me. I’m going to manage my favorite band. I think I can get the current manager to see things my way. After all kissing him really well got me a diamond ring so I’m thinking give him sex, move to New Jersey he’ll see things my way.” Dani would smile.

“Danielle this is me you’re talking to here. Be serious. You want to manage my band?”

”Yes. Jon I’m more than qualified, you’ll be right there if I have questions and this way some of the stress can come off your shoulders. You only have so many hours in the day and lets be real you’re not old but older and you need to have a balanced life.”

”But Danielle it's my band.”

”Yes it is, and it's the band that’s been my favorite since 1983. Do you really think I’d do something to fuck it up?”

Jon knows he’s gonna lose this. He knows that she’s qualified, they’ve talked about her education and he also knows her last statement is the biggest reason she’d succeed. She’s a fan. “Del one condition.”

”That I say I Do first?”

”Well that is already gonna happen. My condition is you act as my wife first, manager next, then a fan.”

”Why is the part of me that helped put the money in your bank account to buy a 19 room 32,000 sq foot house the least important role I’ll have?”

“Because babe, that’s the part of you that will put the band in the hospital first.”

”What?” Danielle said completely shocked.

“Del, my wife will want her husband home, safe and sound. My manager will want it to be lucrative for both the band and the company. My fan would want to see me – anywhere and everywhere. That’s the part that scares me. I never want steroid shots in the throat again.”

“Woah wait a minute shots in the throat?” Danielle said thinking the stories she had heard were exaggerations.

“Come on baby, you’re the fan tell me the story.”

“Are you testing my Jovi knowledge?”

”In some ways yes.” Jon states.

”You guys made Slippery, toured for over 2yrs, turned around and made Jersey immediately and went back on the road for 16months. By the end of it you were getting shots in your throat because your vocal cords were inflamed?” She told him the story she’d heard.

“Very good babe, that one isn’t an urban legend or a myth. That is true and I’m telling you now. Another Dr. will never put another fucking needle in my throat again. That’s why you have to be my wife first if you take this job. I need to know the person doing this is looking out for me as a human, a man, a father, a husband. I need to know you’ll never take us so far from home we can’t get back. You’ll be on the road but the rest of the guys and I all have commitments and kids back home so we need to be able to get back for them.”

“Jon not only will I manage your schedules in a way that will allow for going home but I’ll also make it more lucrative to do shows, I’ll give you 2-3 within driving distance of each other so you aren’t flying every night.”

Jon laid down on the bed in his hotel room and hit the speakerphone on he cell phone.

“Really?”

”You just put me on speaker didn’t you?” Dani would ask him.

“Yep my phone is laying in bed with me.”

She’d put him on speakerphone too and lay down.

“Honey I’d much rather have you in my arms for this discussion.”

”Sorry honey I’m in Wisconsin.”

”You’re sexy ass needs to get out of Wisconsin and get into my arms.”

“Soon Jon.”

”Can’t we talk about work some other time.” Jon grabbed a pillow and pull it close to him as he talks to Danielle.

“Jon this is something I need to know you can do. You are Mr. Type A personality. You control everything. Can you give up this section so I can feel better knowing you aren’t stressing yourself out. Let me handle the part of you that interests me, the music, the band.”

”That’s what interests you?” Jon opened his eyes as he responded suddenly wide awake.

“Career wise yes. I don’t have an understanding of Arena football that much, I mean I know I like it and it's kind of like hockey cos they hit each other hard but that’s all I know. You’re charitable work is your thing. I’ll volunteer at the Humane Society again when we land in Jersey. I know your band, I know that job it's what I went to college for.”

Jon would exhale deeply. “You’re catching me at an easy time.”

”Easy time? Cos you’re laying in bed?”

”Yes in bed naked talking to my soon to be wife who want talk dirty to me until I tell her she can manage my band. I tell you, the compromises I make to get a little action around here.” Jon smiled.

”You are so horrible. Seriously though Jon I can’t just marry you and be your wife. I have to do something. Let me do the one thing I’ve always wanted.”

”I’ll never let go completely it's me, its my name.”

”It’ll be mine too in 7 days.” Danielle reminds him.

He’d smile huge.

“I see that smile through the phone.”

“I train you to do things my way until I’m ready to let go.” He says.

“No.”

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Chapter 14

“What else do you need babe?” Jon asked Danielle happy they are able to talk like this. Most women he’s ran into get uncomfortable with long discussions on topics such as these so she’s impressing him.

“I need to know you don’t do drugs.”

“I don’t touch the shit I did as a kid and I don’t touch it now” Jon told her quickly and honestly.

“my husband can’t smoke.” She told him.

“oh shit.”

“You smoke?” She knew the answer to this but needed him to tell her for sure.

“yeah why can’t your husband smoke?”

“Oh three little things: it's gross, I have asthma and it causes breathing problems, and I hate kissing ashtrays.” She'd look at Jon and then smile. “Rethinking your decision Jon?”

“No, I just have to figure out a way to stop smoking real quick.”

“you think you can.”

“Yep – I have a reason to- you. I didn’t smoke til I started doing movies, I’m not doing movies anymore so it should be relatively easy to quit. How long do I have to stop?”

“The day you make me your wife.” She knew somehow that he is all in on the idea of them getting married so she has to be there too. This is one of those things that will show her for sure if he will make sacrifices for her, God knows she’ll be making enough for him. The thought of moving to Jersey, leaving her friends and family, quitting her job, all of the sacrifices she can see are on her side so she’s pushing to see if he’s also willing.

“Shit.” Jon laughs – “and I want this to happen fast. Any leeway?”

“Not unless you don’t want to sleep with me.”

“Unacceptable. – alright I guess I’m done.”

“You’re serious.”

“I have to be. I’m not about to give this opportunity up I’m not about to walk away from it smoking isn’t that important to me I’m done.”

“You’re serious you can quit?”

“I don’t have an option – I told you I’m 100% serious about us, and if one of the things you won’t deal with is a smoking husband you won’t have one.”

“You’ll seriously stop smoking for someone you barely know?”

“Do you believe I just bought an engagement ring for you today?”

“yes”

“Do you believe I’m going to give it to you?”

“At some point yes,”

“Then you have to believe what I tell you. I want you and I to get married and I want it to work. I don’t know why I want it so bad but I do. If what you need in a marriage is a husband that does not smoke then that’s what I’ll be.”

“What’s something you need from me?” Danielle asked now willing to discuss things on a whole deeper level.

“I need to know you can walk a red carpet in heels and look dignified. You don’t have to wear
them all the time but I need to know you can do it.”

”meaning?”

”Can you walk in heals?”

”Kind of.”

“Would you be willing to take the types of classes to teach you? Like etiquette class?”

“Sure.”

“OK see, this is going to work very well. We’re both doing what we need to do. Talking and getting things out in the open. We’re bringing things up to each other that we know will bug the hell out of us later. Will you also remove all the hair from your body except on your head?” Jon asked hoping this conversation would go as easy as the last one.

“You don’t like hair anywhere?”

”Pretty much.”

“And you want me to walk in heals and a gown with dignity and the hair thing comes in where?”

”To make sure there is never any showing anywhere, besides it's a personal preference on a woman, I love the feel of her skin and I hate how hair feels against a woman.”

”But yet you have chest hair and I’m assuming hair other places.”

”Yes but I’ll remove it if you want.”

“Meaning?”

”Seriously whichever way you like my chest I’ll make it happen, with hair – I’ll leave it, if you don’t like it I’ll wax it or get electrolysis and remove it permanently. Can you say the same thing? That you’ll remove the hair everywhere but here.” He’d say running his hand into Dani’s long brown curls.

“Damn I ask you to stop smoking – you ask me to permanently change my body.”

“I know this is a big one. This is asking a lot but it would be for your husband.”

“Oh playing that card already.”

”If it works – yep.”

”Seriously Jon this is something that’s a deal breaker for you? What if I nair it?”

”comes back to quick and then it's picky. Like my stubble. Waxing your pussy would hurt, I hate when they wax my chest for a movie role so I can only imagine down there.”

“Jon seriously if this is something you need your wife to do. Then I’ll do it for you.”

“Damn this is soo gonna work..” He’d happily take her in his arms for a kiss.

“what’s something you need” Danielle asked him.

“Need or want?” Jon clarified.

“first we talk about needs.” Danielle smiled and gave him a soft kiss.

“I need a woman that likes to cuddle – didn’t have that before, I mean she’d cuddle with me for about an hour when I first came home. Like she was shocked, oh my GOD he’s here I love him again. Only the 1st day other than that it was Jon I have to do this or that. I like to cuddle and touch my woman.”

“Well honey, I love to cuddle and touch but can we shut off the light and try to get some sleep while talking.”

Jon laughed at how silly Dani sounded but he knew what she means. “Ok honey lets sleep while we talk.” He smirked and kissed her.

“What else do you need Jon?” She’d want to be sure she can be what he needed.

“What happens with us stays between us.”

“I can’t talk to my friends about a fight we have?”

“Fights ok to talk about with friends, general relationship stuff is fine, but when I talk to you about a fear of mine I want that between us only.”

“Sure Jon. Without a doubt.”

Jon and Danielle talked into the early morning. He’d wake up finally with his arms tenderly wrapped around his woman. When he is fully awake he realized that Danielle will be getting on a plane in a few hours and they have yet to make it official. He’d get out of bed and start coffee, head to the bathroom and on his trip back he grabs the ring from his suitcase. He’d take it over to bed with him and returns to holding her.

He placed the ring in front of Danielle and then starts kissing her neck to wake her up. He’d hold her tight in his arms and smile as he feels her stir. “Danielle, good morning sweetie.”

“Morning Jon.” She’d mumbled not yet awake.

“Sweetie, thank you for last night. It was amazing to just talk with you and cuddle and realize that we are going to have the best time spending our lives together. We’re going to be able to talk to each other about anything. I truly believe when you and I become husband and wife we are both going to be going into it for all the right reasons.” Jon would then flip the lid open on her ring. “Danielle will you marry me?”

Danielle can’t look at Jon by the way he is holding her. She wiggled around and he loosens his arms still holding the engagement ring in his hand.

Once Danielle can see him she smiled. “Yes Jon I’ll marry you.”

He’d take her hand in his and bring it up to his mouth and kiss her ring finger. He then slid the engagement ring on her hand before kissing her breathless.

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

Chapter 13

“The boy toy – the slacker that was supposed to come to Jersey with me on my birthday.”

“yeah”

“Well he couldn’t remember what he promised people.”

“But I know that now. I know, for example, if I promise to be home in a hour I know to be there or call you and explain why.”

“exactly”

“see easy to fix – but I knew with Dot she’d ignore it if I didn’t get home on time- I’d eventually pay for it.”

“how?”

“Eventually I’d get scolded and sex was not an option for about a week then I wasn’t in trouble anymore.” Jon stated matter of fact.

“Denied sex and you didn’t have a problem with it?” Danielle asked.


“No, that was her game. It was easy for me to understand when all of a sudden she had a headache 2 nights in a row. ‘I get it your unhappy’ and then I just had to figure out what I had done, apologize and we were good.”

“How is that fair?” Danielle asked. “You shouldn’t have to do penance in your marriage like you would for confession.”

“It's really not it's just how we operated.”

“Seems like you had rules that were screwy.”

“Be with someone for 30 yrs–you come up with reasons for things and ways of letting people know you’re pissed without saying it. Silent gestures of oh I have a headache for a week is easier than nagging at me.”

“it was ok with you for her to w/hold sex?” Danielle asked again.

“No I didn’t like it but it was a pattern my actions had consequences and I knew that but I still did things my way, it's inconsiderate and rude to not call if you’re going to be late. I didn’t call – my bad, I deserved a consequence. Ok it's your turn for a question.” Jon knew without them stating so they were pretty much playing Truth.

“Have you ever hit a woman?” Dani asked him.

“Hell no, and I never will. I taught my sons they same way my father taught me. If I ever touched a woman in anything other than in a way to pleasure or comfort her he’d knock me out. I told my boys the same thing.”

“Have you ever gotten close.”

“Once. One time Dot and I got into such a fight I could have done it if I didn’t have more respect for her than that.”

“What the heck happened that pushed you that far over the edge?”

“Well I had been gone for some reason or other, and when I walked into the house the first thing out of Dot’s mouth was ‘you’re fucking cheating on me’. Well I have a problem with that. Not that she accused me of it because we all know I’m not perfect but that it was the first thing she said when I walked in the door and at the volume she was at. I asked where the kids were, found out they were with our parents and then looked at her and told her. ‘Don’t you ever attack me when I walk in the door again. If you want to fight with me, give me the time to take my coat off first.’ Well she continued to scream and I was so close to losing my cool I had to turn and basically run down to our gym and lock myself inside for a 2 hr workout. When I came out I was calm enough to tell her that she will not ever treat me like that again. It was also the only time in our relationship I threatened her with divorce.”

“Being married to you isn’t easy is it?”

“No from what I understand it sucks, everyone wants a piece of me. Reporters, women, it's never perfect.”

“how do you survive it?” Danielle asked.

“Whole lot of communication with those I love. You get through nothing in this world without it.”

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Chapter 12

~ later on the way to Winnipeg ~

Jon gets tired on the plane and moved to lay with his head on Danielle’s lap.
Danielle ran her hand through Jon’s hair which caused Ava to start to laugh.

“What’s so funny Ava?”

“Uncle Jonny is going to fall in love with you.”

“Why do you say that?”

“cos he loves that, and if he falls asleep he’ll moan from that.”

Jon tells Ava she doesn’t know anything and she calls him a big fibber.

Finally the captain comes on and reminds everyone to fasten their seat belts.
“Hate captains.” Jon muttered as he sits up.

They spend the day together, mostly running errands he has to. Going to radio stations for interviews, sound check, standing around so people can take pictures of him. Danielle finds everything interesting and Jon can tell she’s not just putting on a happy face she actually cares about his life.

Danielle is ecstatic that she gets to see another Jovi show. This time from the front row too. After the show she’s on a high and kisses Jon the second she sees him.

“You’d be the horny wife wouldn’t you?” He’d smile.

“If I was touring with you – oh yeah. Watching you shake your ass around on stage every night would get to me.”

“Watching you get hot for me would so work.” Jon smirked.

“Jon.” Danielle says and look down.

“Why are you shy about me wanting you?” Jon asked. “You seem very confident in other areas.”

”Because I know my body isn’t all the great.”

”What are you comparing yourself to? A model that’s to thin to exist? Or airbrushed until it hurts?”

”Jon you’re being nice.”

“Ok let me explain what I see when I look at your body and how I guarantee it differs from when women look at their bodies. Now no yelling at me for this I’m being honest with you ok?”

”Ok.”

”I see legs, to wrap around me. Breasts, beautiful and real and I want my hands on them. I see your small butt but it's perfect to rub against my cock and drive me nuts. I see your arms, they’d wrap around me make me feel not so lonely. Your long curly hair it's natural, so I could play with it and not get in trouble. Your neck – can I nibble on it? See Dani your body is functional, what can I touch or play with to entice.” Jon then leaned in for a kiss. “What do you see when you look at my body?”

“As if you don’t know what women drool over?”

”I didn’t ask what women drool over I asked what you see.”

“Strength, your stomach is rock hard. Your arms are so defined and your thighs are too you can protect me.”

“What am I protecting you from sweetie?” Jon wanted to know, he’s glad they are having this conversation, this is the kind of stuff he’ll need to know about her should she accept his marriage proposal. They are in comfy bed clothes and lying in bed Jon didn't get an immediate answer from her so he asked again softly. “So what am I protecting you from Del?”

“From being alone the rest of my life.”

”Why would you think you would be?”

”Because I was told by my ex that I’m alone because I don’t need a guy in my life”

”What was he smoking?” Jon asked. “I think it's sexy that you don’t NEED me but WANT me anyway.”

“You get that? I thought I was the only person that understood the difference.”

”Yes. It's just like me, I don’t need a woman in my life, I can survive, pay people to do shit around my house, find a warm body to fill my bed if I need to. The problem is I want one there. I want the same woman in my arms every night. I want the same woman to get on my case about picking up my laundry off the floor. I want the same woman to be how I find fulfillment of those urges. You have the box set right?” Jon asked.

“yes of course.”

”Why did I ask?” He smiles knowing the answer was going to be yes the second he asked it.

“Anyway the song – you can’t live without me why aren’t you dead – that’s kind of what I’m talking about. I don’t want someone to be all – I can’t live without you Jon. To me that’s a little desperate and also a lie. I know that they can LIVE without me maybe not enjoy life as much but they’ll LIVE.. I’d much rather have a woman who’s honest in my life who tells me – you know what Jon if you fuck me over, I’ll survive so keep that in mind you aren’t my world I just like you in it.”

“IS that how you feel now about marriage?”

“I don’t know I’ve lived a charmed life. I’m not sure if I’m gonna get it again. I didn’t appreciate it when I had it so I might be destined to be alone now.”

“Do you feel your marriage ended because of you?”

“No way to make it succeed or fail with one person.” Jon told her, happy they are talking like this. It shows him that she wants more than the surface.

“I’m glad to hear that.”

“Why?”

“It's just a pet peeve of mine that people think themselves so important that they can make or break a relationship.”

“I could put strain on my marriage but it took two to cure it or fuck it up completely.”

“so what finally ended your marriage?”

“Honestly, me not taking to heart what she told me when she said she needed me home more and her not understanding that I was doing the best that I could. We stopped truly communicating.”

“How do we stand a chance then, if you and Dot didn’t last.”

“I know now what I don’t want to lose, what being alone is like and I don’t like it.
Remember I’m also 45 now incredibly comfortable in my own skin – Just Older is about the truest songs we ever wrote.”

Dani decided to lay it on the line. If this was a real relationship then this stuff needed to be discussed.

“I’m not as forgiving as Dot was.”

“The cheating?” Jon asks already knowing this topic would come up.

“Yep.”

“Well I know that up front, the beauty of going at things this way. We are walking into a relationship upfront and honest. We know now what we will and won’t accept.
I’m not dumb enough to walk into this without a prenup or knowing you will walk out if I cheat. I’m glad we’re talking about this. If I cheated would you go to the press?”

“No I wouldn’t forgive you though. I can’t tell you I’d forgive you for that I think Dot did a disservice to anyone you’re ever going to date.”

“Meaning?” Jon doesn’t understand this statement.

“She forgave shit most women wouldn’t.”

“Again Dot got me in a way that many women never will. Not a bad way not that she’s the only one for me, nothing like that at all but she had a way of looking at our relationship with a grain of salt.”

“Meaning?” This time it's Dani that needs clarification. Jon smiled, if she’s always going to be this easy to talk to life with Dani is going to rock.

“If I called her and told her I’d be home in a hour, she’d tell me ok. If I came home 3hrs later – she’d ignore it she knew that was just me – I get sidetracked I forgot I made a promise to her to be home.”

“Oh god I don’t want to be involved in that.” Dani said very bluntly.

“Wow who screwed you over?”

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Chapter 11

Jon and Danielle have been lying on the bed when he asked that question so
“I can’t guarantee it’ll work, but also can’t guarantee it won’t work. There are absolutely no guarantees in this world expect some day we’ll die. I’ve always been
very much a planner and organizer but I’m willing to take a chance.”

“Why?”

“Cos I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want someone that wants to love, not wants me per-say but wants to love and be in love. You care about the persona but you’re not in bed with the persona now – your in bed with Jon.” He’d smile and kiss her nose.

“We’re talking marriage and have never even kissed one another.” Danielle would say.
Jon would feel it’s his duty to cure that problem. “How horrible of me. I’m sorry Dani, please forgive me.” He smirks and leans in to kiss her. His lips tenderly take command of hers. Showing her without words what it's like to connect to someone fully. After he pulls back she’d inhale deeply and open her eyes.

“Chemistry?” Jon asks.

“OH hell yeah.” She’d then smirk and pull him to her for another kiss. Jon laughed inside she’s going to be fun.

They kissed for a while and finally fall asleep both thinking of the idea of marrying the other without all the traditional dating being done.

Danielle suffers that night with some wacky dreams. First she dreams they are 65 the first time they say I love you to one another. Then she dreams they can not have good sex, no matter which position they are in it always feels horrible. She woke up with a start and Jon mumbles, “It's ok Del, go back to sleep I’m right here.”

Danielle smirked at his silly sleepy nickname for her and she rest her head on his shoulder. This time good dreams come. They kiss at their wedding and they both feel electricity. She sees the smile in his eyes, this time in the dream the sex is so amazing she constantly wanted more. She even dreams of them sitting on the couch his hand on her very pregnant belly.

~ next morning ~

Jon wake up and can feel after a few minutes that Danielle is awake. “Del are you willing to take a risk with me?”

“Yeah Jon.”

He squeezes her arms in a odd sort of hug. He then looks at the clock. He see’s that it's almost 11am local time. “Is it time to call your boss?”
Danielle got up and make coffee. “I have to sound awake like I’m at the airport. Coffee?”

”Yes please, black.” Danielle sit and have her coffee then call Bryan.

“Hello?”

”Hey Bryan it's Danielle what’s up?”

”Not a lot, why are you calling me on a Sunday? Thought you’d still be in Jovi land?” Danielle laughs and looks at Jon to be quiet cos she has Bryan on speaker.

“Well I sort of am. I’m stuck in Canada.”

”What? Why?”

”Well I’m not sure when I gave them my passport to go home they told me to stay here. So far I don’t know anything so it's not looking like I’ll get home today so tomorrow isn’t looking good for work.”

”Well call Bengi in the morning if you can’t get in. I thought you were going to tell me you got arrested or something. So how was the concert?”
Jon laughed that she has this casual of a relationship with her boss.

“Fucking amazing. Toronto is awesome – worth every single second. Not a bad place to get stuck.”

“Well get your butt home we miss you.”

“Yeah sure you do? NO one to pick on or is no one else selling?”

”No one’s selling get home.” Bryan laugh and they’d hang up.

“You know you can go back to WI but we need to figure out a timeframe to get married?” Jon told her after the call.

“What?”

“Well we have to get married in states – we are after all US citizens.”

“I don’t see a ring yet.” She called him on it thinking he’s joking about this marriage thing.

“ok women lets go!” Jon said and he’d head to the shower and then she would.
After shower – they’d kiss and walk out the door.


“We have to fly to Winnipeg today – do you want your ring from there or here?”

“Toronto”

“How’d I know you’d say that?” Jon smiled grabbing Danielle’s hand in the lobby and walking out the front door of the hotel. “Ok where’s that big mall you showed us yesterday?”

Danielle laughed and lead him to the Eaton Center.

Jon and Danielle walked into the Eaton Center and he’d instantly find a jewelry store.

“Hi there, we’d like to look at your engagement rings.” He’d tell the lady behind the counter.

“Do you know what size you’re looking for?” She’d ask knowing exactly who he is.

“3 maybe 4 caret.” He’d tell her.

“NO. Have you seen my small hand that would kill me. One caret tops.” Danielle tells him.

Jon looks at the lady and smiles with a glint in his eye like larger she’ll never know.

The sales lady quickly grabbed some rings and begin showing them rings. Danielle constantly looked at the smallest ring.

Jon looked at the sales lady, “Tasha can you give us a moment.”

”Sure Mr. Bon Jovi.” She then walked away to give them time to talk.

“Del, I love that you’re modest but work with me here ok. The ring has to look like it's intentional. The ring has to look like it belongs there, like I bought it. Del, if the ring is super small it's going to look like a joke considering my estimated net worth. I won’t go for something ostentatious but can you allow me a little control in this area?”

“Ok.” She would answer understanding his reasoning and also respecting how he communicated with her.

Jon motioned Tasha back over and in no time he’s picked out a Emerald cut center stone in a platinum setting with 2 emerald cut side stones. The ring is a total weight of 2ct. But it is very tasteful and doesn’t look overwhelming. The emerald cuts show the brilliance of the stones without making them look like costume jewelry.

”Tasha do you have one in her size you could engrave today?”

“Sure we have one in stock, what would you like engraved?”

Jon grabbed a store business card and write down. “WTWYR, Forever yours Jon.”

He didn't show Danielle the engraving, “We’ll be back in what 30 min?” He asked her.

“That will be perfect.”

Jon took Danielle by the hand and walk out of the jewelry store. “So what do you want to for 30 min?”

“This.” Danielle smiled then kiss him deeply.

“OH I love that.” He smiled. “Why did I earn it?”

”Because when you wanted something other than what I did, you didn’t throw a tantrum you explained it I appreciate that immensely.”

“Hey we get no where if we don’t communicate. I’ve learned that.”

“Awesome. So want to hit a record store.”

“Ahh someone from my generation.”

”What?”

“A record store. Kids now a days don’t know what a friggin record is.”

“I know my cousin’s kid looks at me like I have 3 heads when I say record.”
Jon smiled and kiss Danielle casually as they walk into the store.

About 40 minutes later, after a few purchases of some new artists Jon and Danielle go retrieve her ring and leave making it back to the hotel just in time to get into the limo to head to the airport.

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Sunday, February 1, 2009

Chapter 10

10)
”I’d have your head examined.”

”Seriously.” Jon deadpans.

“Seriously, what the hell are you thinking?”

”I’m thinking I hate being single and you don’t like being single anymore than I do. I’m 45 you’re 36 we’re supposed to be with someone by now. It sounds like your life is kind of lonely. You understand my lifestyle, you love my music. You haven’t put any pressure on me at all this weekend. You treat me like a normal man, you haven’t done the OMG you’re JBJ thing. I think you’re incredibly attractive, I’d have no problem waking up in bed with you every morning.” He rambled an explanation.

”Jon you don’t know me – you don’t know anything about me?”

”What do I have to know? Are you married already?” The interview began.

”NO.”

“Have you ever been married?”

“No.” Danielle answers again.

“Do you want to be married?”

”Yes.”

”Ok still on the same page, what do I have to know about you?”

”I hold marriage sacred, divorce is not an option. I don’t do it.”

”How do you know you don’t if you’ve never been married?” The quick fire conversation entertained him, finally someone would speak to him without thinking everything through a million times first.

“Jon the thought of marriage is sacred to me, I want to do it for all the right reasons, for love, safety, security, and”

”And what?”

”A future Jon. The man I want to marry I want to have kids with I think. I don’t know if I can but it’d be fun to try.”

”Ok, why are you saying you don’t know if you can?” Jon is listening to her 100%.

“I have something called Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.”

”OK and what the fuck is that?”

“It's a problem where my ovaries produce cysts instead of eggs and it messes up all my hormone levels I don’t always get my period, it basically just screws with my hormones and emotions. The problem is I ignored it for years because the symptom of it is not getting a period. I was like good ridden and left it at that. Because I didn’t take care of it years ago I may be infertile now.”

“Trust me kids aren’t an issue with me, if you can’t have any it's not going to make me walk away I have 4 of them.”

“I still don’t get why you’re thinking this?”

“Me either but the more I roll it around in my head the more sense it makes.”


Jon and Danielle would have been lying on the bed when he asked that question so
“I can’t guarantee it’ll work, but also can’t guarantee it won’t work.. There are absolutely no guarantees in this world expect some day we’ll die. I’ve always been
very much a planner and organizer but I’m willing to take a chance.”

“Why?”

“Cos I don’t want to be alone anymore. I want someone that wants to love, not wants me per-say but wants to love and be in love. You care about the persona but you’re not in bed with the persona now – your in bed with Jon.” He’d smile and kiss her nose.

“We’re talking marriage and have never even kissed one another.” Danielle would say.
Jon would feel it’s his duty to cure that problem. “How horrible of me. I’m sorry Dani, please forgive me.” He smirks and leans in to kiss her. His lips tenderly take command of hers. Showing her without words what it's like to connect to someone fully. After he pulls back she’d inhale deeply and open her eyes.

“Chemistry?” Jon asks.

“OH hell yeah.” She’d then smirk and pull him to her for another kiss. Jon laughs inside she’s going to be fun.

They kissed for a while and finally fall asleep both thinking of the idea of marrying the other without all the traditional dating being done.
Danielle suffered that night with some wacky dreams. First she dreams they are 65 the first time they say I love you to one another. Then she dreams they can not have good sex, no matter which position they are in it always feels horrible. She would wake up with a start and Jon mumbles, “It's ok Del, go back to sleep I’m right here.”

Danielle smirked at his silly sleepy nickname for her and she rested her head on his shoulder. This time good dreams come. They kiss at their wedding and they both feel electricity. She sees the smile in his eyes, this time in the dream the sex is so amazing she constantly wants more. She even dreams of them sitting on the couch his hand on her very pregnant belly.

~ next morning ~
Jon woke up and can feel after a few minutes that Danielle is awake. “Del are you willing to take a risk with me?”

“Yeah Jon.”

He squeezes her arms in a odd sort of hug. He then looks at the clock. He see’s that it's almost 11am local time. “Is it time to call your boss?”
Danielle got up and made coffee. “I have to sound awake like I’m at the
airport. Coffee?”

”Yes please, black.”

Danielle sat and had her coffee then call Bryan.

“Hello?”

”Hey Bryan it's Danielle what’s up?”

”Not a lot, why are you calling me on a Sunday? Thought you’d still be in Jovi land?” Danielle laughs and looks at Jon to be quiet cos she has Bryan on speaker.

“Well I sort of am. I’m stuck in Canada.”

”What? Why?”

”Well I’m not sure when I gave them my passport to go home they told me to stay here. So far I don’t know anything so it's not looking like I’ll get home today so tomorrow isn’t looking good for work.”

”Well call Bengi in the morning if you can’t get in. I thought you were going to tell me you got arrested or something. So how was the concert?”

Jon laughed that she has this casual of a relationship with her boss.

“Fucking amazing. Toronto is awesome – worth every single second. Not a bad place to get stuck.”

“Well get your butt home we miss you.”

“Yeah sure you do? NO one to pick on or is no one else selling?”

”No one’s selling get home.” Byran laughed and they hang up.

“You know you can go back to WI but we need to figure out a timeframe to get married?” Jon told her after the call.

“What?”

“Well we have to get married in states – we are after all US citizens.”

“I don’t see a ring yet.” She called him on it thinking he’s joking about this marriage thing.

“ok women lets go!” Jon said and he’d head to the shower and then she would.

After shower – they’d kiss and walk out the door.

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